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Monday, March 05, 2007
was just surfing the net when God showed me how he had changed me so much over the past one year with him...=)especially over the incident... although it was the incident that really wrecked me. something that i will never never forget. the darkest moment of my life. something that seemed like a never ending nightmare during that period of time. something that made me think suicidal sometimes even though i did not..something that made me see the darkest side of a person.. something that when i think back of...tears still stream down my eyes...and i can still feel the pain, hurt and utter dissapointment... but i just thank god for being beside me through it...:)even though i was in darkness...GOD was beside me and he lighted my way...although it was really really tough going...GOd gave me strength...his LOVE fell down from heaven all the while when i was inside that dark tunnel...that even though it was so so cold...even though it was so dark...even though it was so hard to hang on and be strong...i felt peace in him. i felt love. i drew strength from him. :) God planted people around me. God blessed me with his unconditional love through people. And God gave me someone who was going through what i was going through too...and it really warmed my heart. This although were the toughest time...but it was also one of my most blessed time. as it was the one when i really felt GOD so true and real. It was it that really moulded me and changed me. From a proud, self-centred, emotionally driven, rewards driven person to a more humble, more loving person. It taught me how to still love when u are terribly hurt and destroyed. It taught me how to stand on my own feet. It taught me how to depend on Christ and not the world. It taught me how to be so ready to still give a smile even when things are down..It helped me treasure whom i have more...and it taugh me how to be more discerning...I just thank God for moulding me into who i am now. if given a decision whether i want this incident to happen...i will say YES. If not i will not be who i am today. if not i will not be as blessed today.... NeVEr stop Trying NeVer stop hopiNg Never losE the fiRe Never lose the iNnoceNce NeveR succumb 2 failurEs Always keep the Faith Keep the passioN keep the Love keep the smilE Keep the spirit going Embrace change Embrace challenges Embrace mistakes Follow your dreams and never lose heart!! I m so dissappointed with u..... |
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