Honestly, im losing my momentum and motivation to studying again. Yea, due to my plain laziness and stress and other factors. yea, but u reap what u sow. and i really really wanta do well in my studies and graduate with a good degree. And shine for Him in the marketplace. FOCUS!! Went for cch visitation yesterday and smth really funny happened. AND BY HOOK OR BY CROOK, i will not let it happen again. The person sitting on the opposite table was like laughing at my bludder too. =.= umh..regarding the details...i would choose not to say. I am starting to realize that kids really do have a therapeutic effect on me! After this cch visitation, i just feel much more refreshed! I l.o.v.e kids! =D yea, and i have decided to go school earlier today... after that incident when i met XX in the mrt station which was maybe out of pure coincidence, but then of which gave me a very wrong and bad feeling...i have decided to go school earlier to take precaution to avoid seeing XX...haha phobia... And, im going to cut my hair today!! as in trim...yea, at one of the $10 hair saloons...as dun wanta spend the extra money by cutting in expensive hair saloons since it's only trimming my hair... wait till my hair grows longer...then i go and have a change in my hairstyle and splurge on it!! HA! yea, so for now...have to tahan with my "not here, not there" hairstyle... YES. and CNY is coming!! I have not bought any of my new year clothings yet...at all...guess if there's really no time to buy, i would just wear back my old clothes, of which some i only wore like less than 5 times since last year? so yep...save money too...unless my parents are willing to bless me with some money to buy some new cny clothes, then i WILL definitely find some time to go shop for it!!! ^^ Well gotta run to school now....

Finding the passion and joy in the things u do. The joy of the Lord is my strength...